Today i texted her while she was away from her office on her investigaing and researching work, telling her i wrote something about a lady. she checked my blog the moment she came back to office, questioning me why i tended to write what others may see as something very personal or secret. i answered it didn't include anyone's name ,as a retort. i asked her if she likes that essay and she said yes. but frankly speaking, i'm not quite sure whether she really like that essay or not. Personally, i'd rather she tell me what she means in her heart. i went on to press her if i can write anything about her. she said it is up to me if i am not feeling too tired.