With the month ends coming, I don't worried about my job like before. Maybe I have confidence now.

There is one thing that confused me. Everyone know the things wiyh my job, they think that I am not like my job at all. However, I think I like it very much. Eventhough my mother the one who is the  most konw me in the world also has the same idea with my friends and my manager(I don't know the words she said I don't like the job is really come from her heart.

Maybe, I don't care know, I am learning the knowledge after all. Accumulating the experience is good for my futrue career.

Now, I think I can control the speed in my job, I will do my best, Nomatter they fire me, just do myself.

Yesterday, I found I am losing myself, especially my most pridest, my oral ability, doing this job, I think I am become more and more mature and silent.

I think I like to speak in front many people, and fascinate all of their eyes here.

Is it explain that I really don't like it``````confused.