i have a happiness family, my parents,brother and sister--in--low.next month a little life will come into the world, that's my nephew, or maybe my niece, ha---ha

     i was born at a countryside, according to reason, my parents couldn't born me as the poor family,but my brother had a badly ill since he was born, and lost the language ability.parents spent much money to cure him, but to no avail.considering should have a relative take care of him after my parents died. they decided to have the second child, that is just me.they hope we can look after with each other.

     when i was a child,deeply in my heart, i dislike my brother, my classmates often gave vicious talk about my brother behind my back. i felt very angry as brother was my humiliation.

      but now, i understand the truth of  life,everyone can't choose your born, something what will happen is not satisfact your will. life is valuable,there are some reasons for existence. we only accept the reality ,never can chang it, and face it bravely.from now on, sometimes i still misunderstand some matter about life, but i believe i will realize one fine day,as the affection surpass all of the other ideas.

      though my brother has married, he and his low---education wife can't live up by themselves,all the burden on my parents' shoulder.how hard my parents! they not only bring up us and develop me to be a university student, but also support my brother's family. every time think about this situation, i can't help me to burst into tears.

      i also feel ashamed that i can't share the responsibity for my parents.at this silence moonlight    there are a thousand

kilogram stone on my back, what should i do? i think just learning and writing.

      next months, along with the baby's born, hope is not far away from us.