Many beautiful scenery with you were always filled with my brain. When these fragments came to my ideas, I always smile coming from the heart. Best friend once said, 'this is the signal of happiness without any reasons.' I admit I actually taste the feeling of happiness. From the first you sent flowers to me, I was addicted to that feeling.

However, our relationship is still unclear, and I do not know what the reasons are. In fact, I thought about many factors trying to find an excuse for me. Actually, excuse is the excuse, and I can not live with the endless illusion or even impossible events.

As my character, I always want to exploit the answer. However, I did not do like that this time. Not do because of the reserve girls tend to keep; just I want to remain the beautiful impression. I am not willing to make a hesitation when I will send messages to friends on the festivals, and this embarrassment is not what I want to have.

I have to admit you are a grate man, and especially we have some common points, otherwise I do not think you are my style. Maybe as your nickname, all things are on occasion.

This article I think you will not have the opportunity to read. Indeed, I am not willing you can see it. I believe it can be regarded as a secret although we are both understand and do not want to put the cards on the table.

Yesterday is a special day that we both know, and it is also a deadline I determined to give us. I expected something, but the result is disappointing.

Maybe I am afraid the collision of feeling caused by Chinese, so I choose to record in English. For those periods, I do not regret because I did my best, and these are some inevitable fragments in my life.