Sep 27th, 2009

Today was passing when I was translating, when I was in bad mood, and when I was in thinking of sth.

Today’s translation task is one about regulations and rules of reservoir dam with nearly 3000 words, which is hard for us to finish in working time and especially creates difficulty for me, since I asked half day off this afternoon to have my thesis class again. The teacher of my thesis class leave homework for us nearly every time and she tends to divide us into several groups with four to five forming one to have discussion on a certain issue. From my point of view, she is quite responsible for us and try her best to urge us to learn as much as possible on writing professional paper, however, she fails to take advantage of time fully, thus resulting in waste of our time, or using time inefficiently in some cases. And she is quite suitable for teaching freshmen or sophomores, who are required strictly on studies. You know, most of my classmates is planning to seek for a job, so much attention have paid to job information instead of focusing on how to write a good thesis paper.

As to my bad mood, even I am unaware of the reason why I fell into depressed and sorrowful mind again, maybe I should try hard to adjust myself to be fit in the environment, not waiting for the environment changing itself. As we all know that it is impossible.

One of my biggest depicts is that concentrating on one thing for a long time is difficult for me for I couldn’t bear the bore and simplicity lasting for a long period. Even though my body is here, my mind has withered away, to a place far away from here. I know it is not good, so I have to change.

Okay, I have to change, I must change, and I can finally change it and improve myself!