Days get colder again. Yes, winter has come officially. Since November 17th, I found I have wasted lot of my time. I mean, I failed to do things that are meaningful. Go to the job fair, surf the internet for job info and stay in room watching teleplays and movies, which are not my desired life at all. Seeking for job is kind of waste and surfing on the Internet is also time-consuming; however, I couldn’t find something more important. It is hard to describe my complex feelings. You know, I have signed my recruitment contract with one company, which I thought there was little possibility to enter for my competitors were graduates with master degrees coming from Huazhong University of Science and Technology, Wuhan University and China University of Geosciences. Though my university was one in “211” project, too, they were with master degrees. And in the interview, everyone seemed have a good performance and the HR, had showed great interest to boys instead of girls like me. What was important, the company belongs to Transmission industry, so it had nothing to do with my major, English. And I have no relative education background. What is more ridiculous, the company didn’t receive English major. The job I was for was administrative management at that time, and I didn’t know why I was recruited to do international selling. Actually, among our 10 candidates, whose education background was not bad, only two of them got the offer, which was totally strange.

Sorry for misunderstanding and my non-logical words.