today is thursday again and i am thinking about whether i shall attend the meeting of evening .of course i am sentimental on a picture where i preview on the internet and i remind me of thinking about a beautiful girl and wish that she enjoy life in Macao , i looked some pictures from WeiXin and knew a part of friends' life being well . suddenly i touched the feeling of lonely which was not good . i was going to chat with friends by QQ or phone to relax myself but i put up with it because i didnot to bother someone .  so i come here and speak to myself only . 

      let be honest i am unhappy now .

       taking a nap and wish i can be better later .