now I'm very tried . this day I feel life make jok with me . this years  I was  leave very badly ,When I working .now I'm quite work .hava a lot of money. I   went  to  the  library  readed Cultivate one's morality books ,When I had  difficultes .Ater I 'm very confidence .But I think it is my mentality  is not powerful . Sometimes  I'm very haapy  but Sometimes I'm very sad. If it going in my future . it is very dangerous .so I want to change it .But now it is badthing full of my life than before .Everyone have a difficulty in their life . I think it is God test you .You need passed it .if you this difficulty didn't pass it .  you will have more time for it .So l need to keep it . please we are mentality is more and more powerful.