As time of  fresh man , sophomore , junior goes by ,  I will be a senior student in the university . And it seems maximum possible for me to keep my single life . Child of the wildness , born into the emptiness . I need to learn to be alone and to find my way in the darkness . What you should pay more attention to is that it is not lonely but alone . I do not have the romantic experience but I have a sweet family and lasting friendship . Thus I believe I am an blessed one . Ever dream out in the world , there are arms to hold me , but I know exactly my heart is on my own . To be alone is lucky for me , because it does not let me loss myself at least . In other word , I can fight for my real dream without any burden and feel free to plan my future . So there is no any quiet nights and lively festivals in my mind but there is an expectation for making my dream come true .