What happened? I feel quite confused about myself, I have no idea about the thoughts of my inner heart.
Since I came to this school, since I came back from Hunan after National Holiday, since I experienced the interview in Samsung... I found myself not so happy as before. I have not so much talk to my workmates who are not in the same office with me. I found the lovely students seem less and less in my shop. I found my co-operate workmate is not so enthussiastic and efficient in work time. Meanwhile, I get some prohibitive advices from my family regarding the relationship with my boyfriend.  It's a totally bad situation I'm staying!
Need I move? move out of the room, far away from here or near my school...
Long time for me not sining, not dancing, not herobic, not drawing or painting. NowI just bring many book back home sometimes. Also I have bought some crayola and color pencils from Taobao today, I hope I can get my heart more excitd from drawing as before.
I like life relaxed and happy, I hope I have a nice love story through my life. I want a lovely baby in future. I'll keep slim body and good skin. However I really wanna get the happiness from my whole family, and each other living in peace.   As a girl who loves life, this is a most honest dream now in my life.