Recently I feel pretty insecure about my relationship. The reason might be my lack of self-confidence. We met each other in September 2013. How time flies, we have been together for almost one and a half year---not a short time for nowadays dating relationship. He was a graduate student when I knew him. We fell in love a few days later (because we met in a blind date party). Then he experienced training in Yunnan, graduation, and managed to stay at college to teach. During the year he had accomplished a lot, but I nothing. I still work in the same company when I graduate, and get the same salary. For women, time is cruel. I have to admit that the only thing grow in me is age. I'm afraid we would break up, either my incompetence or for the unreasonably troublesome I bring.