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Nearly half year I have not come here to write blog. In this half year,it happened a lot of things for myself. The fibroid in my belly is getting bigger,maybe I need to have a operation. And I have schizophrenia and have medicine everyday ， what is worse，as a girl, the menses stop these months. and few months ago I had broken an engagement with my ex-boy friend. For he has ED.
I do not know why all these worse things always go with me.
I think I am a kind and a responsible girl.
Today I feel upset why my parents do not support me to build a tutor centor to train the Children. It is my DREAM WHICH I GOT it when I WAS IN university. and nearly 5years passed they still do not support. I do not want to go home to face them.All these I have not tell to anybody I know only my parents know it. I suffered a lot because all these is not good and CANT TELL anybody . I just bear them by myself only.
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- Reply sunnyv
- Sorry to know about your suffering and the challenges you have to go through alone. Life is so unpredictable and we never know what we are going to face.
However, I have to say that misfortune, bad luck, hardship, distress, sorrow, misery and pain affects everybody and everyone has to go through some sort of difficulty. You should be grateful that you have not been affected by some serious health problems. You still have people around you. There is certainly hope that things would change to better for you.
Fibroids are quite common nowadays and it can be easily treated through surgery and microsurgery is also available where there is little side effects.
Your irregular periods do not sound too serious considering your age. It may due to stress and the medicine you are taking.
Schizophrenia is depressive, but in the high pressure society we are living in, this has become a common problem. It is treatable and can improve by itself when your pressure are lessened.
As for your ex boyfriend's Erectile Dysfunction situation. This can be a problem because the marriage cannot be consummated and you may not be able to form a proper family. He is not responsible if he did not disclose such disability before engagement.
Your wish for setting up a Children's tutor center seems a good idea, but it can involve quite a lot of expenses. I know you may not want to hear this, but facts are facts. Your parents may need their money for old age, so they can be excused if they do not want to risk that money. Have some patience, try to save up some money if you can before venturing out.
It won't be easy for you to overcome problems of such turpitude, but try to tolerate them one by one. I know it is easy said than done, but you don't have much choice except to face them. Wish you the best.
- Reply linjing869
- Thank You
- Reply Jason2014
- You are a adamancy girl after read your blog. Communicate with your friends more and telling them about your idea in your heart. Saying out is better than suppress in mind. When you say it , you will find somethings are not terrible what we think. Maybe you face the problems are not easy to solve.Try to do it. No matter what your parents and friends will support you . Anyway, wish you happy everyday and keep smile!
- Reply samanthe
- I tell you a story about me, I also had a fibroid when I was a student in the university. The first time I went to hospital to check my body only myself. When I realized I have had a fibroid, i didn't tell anybody including my parents. I didn't want to them worry about me. I intended to make a operation in the hospital just myself until the doctor told me I will be very weak, I must ask a friend to do something for me in the hospital. The day i made a operation with a best friend companying me. I told my parents this thing after I'm ok.
We have to face something alone, you may feel the terrible thing is really hard to handle, never give up, just hold on. When you get through those difficult things, You will feel this is a wonderful world. There are lots of good things around you.
Best wishes to you, my dear friend.
- Reply linjing869
- Thank you for all your encouragement. I will get stronger and stronger.
- Reply JoyceLee
- After reading your blog, I am sure that you are kind and responsible, and I feel sorry for all you suffered. And I want to say if you want to achieve, you can go forward, but if you can, please talk with your parents deeply, you can tell them your dream,you should give them your plans in detail. They are your parents, they may want you have a gravy job and a casual life.
And,I think everyone has different recognize about life, if you always sad, you may not see the sunshine.So life can be different, its depends on your attitude. I believe that you can be the sunshine,you can be stronger!
