I looked at the heavy rain outside through the window. I felt extremely upset, what  bad weather it is! My friend invited me to his house for distraction last weekend. But, I refused because of bad mood. I didn’t feel like eating or doing anything recently. I just would like to stay at home alone and have fun with my daughter. Some of the time, I though the happiest time would be in childhood. Because there wasn’t any worries and pressure, nothing would be worried because of without any conscious in their mind. But, when we grew up and then got married, we must face complicated social problems from real life. Sometimes, it’s not easy for me to handle it well. We should suffer from ups and downs in real life and then become strong and mature.