Before last week of 2015 goes away, I make a resolution to continue my English learning. It’s not writing but speaking, especially, to improve the communication skills with foreign colleagues from different countries. Currently, we just have few opportunities to talk to foreigners face to face, sometimes, we need to communicate with global to discuss some technical issues of own field. Every time under this circumstance, I always feel nervous and worry about something I said was incorrect. Meanwhile, I always couldn’t understand well another side said, due to nervousness. Now, it’s caused a vicious circle in some way. I also try to make some change, but, the effect doesn’t go with what I expected.
     Recalling the past several years, I lost some chances because of my horrible English level. Now, the progress I got a little bit than that of several years ago. But, it’s still far from my target that I’ve scheduled. Maybe it’s because I didn’t have hard enough and the method of learning wasn’t scientific or I wasn’t smart to learn a language. Sometimes, I confused a lot for this.
     Anyway, I’ve decided I’m not going to let this spoil the upcoming holiday.