Recently, I am feeling out of sort and I don't feel like doing anything, not to mention this boring task that I need to face every day. Right now, I am eager to have a good rest several days because of lack of sleep blunted my thinking gradually. So I have to catch up on my sleep and get my energy back quickly. But, to be frank, at this moment, this is just a daydream to me especially there are tons of projects pending to be caring. Sometimes, I feel a little overwhelmed during working. In my opinion, this has nothing to do with personal ability, but, to the loading of working. Most of situation, I would like to complete one kind of tasks with a wonderful ending, but, the real situation is not allowed, because multitasking is lined up in your schedule. I may need to adapt the style of working, but, at present, I don't have the ability to do several things at the same time. This is the reason why I felt tired when I didn't handle the tasks in hands.

     Maybe, this is what I need to learn during the next steps. After all, real life needs to keep on going, life is never simple, people also is so, blind escape will only push yourself in the corner.