It's the first week of new semester.Unlike other semesters,I started this week without writing some encouraging and positive words to myself In SNS.I just made some exact decisions in my mind and was committed to myself to stick to these.
I really want to go abroad for the further learning after the college.However,applying for a great college from abroad is not a easy work.Apparently,It need full preparations for the TOEFL and GRE.If I can't get enough scores in either of them,I will fail the game.I am not willing to attend to some TOEFL training lessens at the beginning of my preparation,I intend to train myself on my own feet and try to have plenty of the practice tests,then I'll get first attempt in real TOEFL 2 or 3 months later.Afer that,I'll ask for some help from TOEFL test education agency if the score is terrible.
Although,the consequence of this try is unknown.I can't even imagine the day I get my pleasant score or get the offer from some college with profound history and abundant education recourses.what ever,this little plan makes me full of passion and hope.No matter what result I will get,no matter where I will go,no matter how much effort I have to make,I must face all of them with no fear or anxiety.