I feel for someone these days, it has been quite a long time I did not miss some one badly since my last relationship ended. Well, I know him via we chat, that is why I worry about myself sometime. I do not know him well, but I find I really like his personality I felt these days. I think I begin to care about him after he told me he likes me very much.  I thought it was a joke at the very beginning, and I knew it perhaps came with his hormone, and I tried to persuade myself that was not true. But, it failed day by day after our communication. OMG. Am I crazy? 

He is in Jiangsu province, living so far away from me, we haven't met. He said he felt a dull pain when he lost my news sometimes every day, I find I have the same situation now.  I do not know what to do now! Oh gosh, I could not be able to keep clam now. I keep distance with him, but it makes me miss him even better. Don't act on impulse and keep my rationality. I told myself these so many times, but it doesn't work.  Haha, I feel like I am acting like a fool, haha...