I want to do anything; I want to do nothing. Life is a mess, and my thoughts are chaotic. My mind and passion are wandering to a large extent. It is somewhat ridiculous to be in a daze. And what’s matter is to clear head and find my way.

I don’t want to do anything now. Actually, the civil servant examination was considered, but I gave up after listening to a lecture about it and knowing what I have to prepare. It is so easy to end this thought, because I do have no big interests to politics and CCTV news.

It is a wrong to think I am able to do anything and to endure disliking.

So what I really like? I don’t know. In fact, I have never extremely desired to do something. And those friends are admirable who are immersed in goals and making efforts for them. It is worrying and suffering to be confused.

Life is a stage, and we are the only director in our own life. We may play a variety of roles in it. Some are in high spirits, while others feel depressed. Anyhow, we are by all means to find a solution in low time. Time is going on and on, and the move to improve and grow is spurred by all kinds of experiences, especially setbacks and challenges.