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Firstly,
I am happy to gain 200 yuan as a scholarship, which means my rank is between 4 and 14 among 28 classmates. I have no advantage in my specialized courses really. Surely, the driving lance gives me a favor that would add 2 points in ranking. To be honest, I have no a clear understanding for the rule of ranking. It is surprise that I got a message informing me to send my bank account number to her.
Secondly,
To make full use of my food, I should study harder. I always have a good appetite, and it is abnormal for me to eat like a bird. I really want to express my grumble about bread, because they are smaller and smaller, while the price is higher and higher. The key is that an ordinary loaf of bread cannot satisfy my stomach. More worsen, I feel hungry more frequently. Fortunately, I have no any idea to los weigh. Anyway, work harder.Emotion has a big power indeed, and “I can” is powerful, especially when one is doubting himself. I thought I’m rational enough so that my feelings could hardly influence my reason. But when my thoughts are in mess, I want to do nothing. It worried me to be unable to get up early, and even a nap in noon could last 2 hours.
When I read freefu’s blog ”reading this, help you success” , I attach importance to the reason why I am so weak, and I told me in my mind “I can, I can, I can…”: I can wake, I can study as usual, I can escape from disordered thoughts. Surprisingly, I success to escape from my lazy situation, and I woke earlier in these two days, about 7 o’clock, earlier than my alarm clock.
Thank you, freefu. Thank all friends who give me care. Words are magical. I tried to be implicit in expressing my feeling, but it seems that English is direct.
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- Reply Nikkii
- I‘m so happy for you:) I'm waiting for my scholarship, too. I think I will gain it because I'm in charge of ranking my classmates and it seemed that my ranking was quiet good
I just feel very similar with you, your appetite, your confusions, and the way you encourage yourself...very interesting. So happy to know you here:)
- Reply xingyue
- All the hard time is to await the moment you wake.
vifoxia: on the other side for me ,it need waste vast energy tthrough it
- Reply xingyue
- It is likely to be a kind of "destine in the fate". Glad to meet you, too.
Nikkii: I‘m so happy for you:) I'm waiting for my scholarship, too. I think I will gain it because I'm in charge of ranking my classmates and it seemed that ...
- Reply bluestone-
- Actually， it is a useful way to take enough courage to overcome our self doubts and inner fears.
- Reply rowland
- The happiest for us is to pay the scholarship. No matter how much you get, it means you have learnt hard. I see a glutton from the second paragraph. And I finally see a motivated girl.
- Reply xingyue
bluestone-: Actually， it is a useful way to take enough courage to overcome our self doubts and inner fears.
- Reply xingyue
rowland: The happiest for us is to pay the scholarship. No matter how much you get, it means you have learnt hard. I see a glutton from the second paragraph. ...
- Reply xiaoshuai_shi
- I have only one question, may I make friends with you ?? Actually, I had the same ptoblems while in University
- Reply xingyue
- Sure, nice to meet you. "Where there is will, there is a way". So there are always solutions for problems.
xiaoshuai_shi: I have only one question, may I make friends with you ?? Actually, I had the same ptoblems while in University
- Reply xingyue
- Yield to? keep a conscious and intentional struggling, please. What's matter is think through our questions or decisions, and keep clear-headed. Best wishes.
vifoxia: i have already yield to these dilemma , it is a kind of unconscious failure.
- Reply Lisa-ideal
- You are a professinal English writter and I will learn from you !
