Actually, I am a kind of person of inpatient disposition. Walking quickly, Acting as rollerblading, never standing the dilatory style of work, a little bit anxiety of achieving quick success and geting instanting benefits......I have all these characters. I know that some of them are benefit while the others are negative. Unfortunately, the last one drives me to the undesirable condition. That's what I want to talk about today.
Maybe the original reason is the serious employment situation. There is a saying that graduation is unemployment. To some extent, this sentence reflects the current situation of undergraduate. A lot of students are confused and worried about their future, including me. Though I don't study in a famous university, the competion is also certainly fierce. Under this circumstance, I work hard and do everything to improve my ability. I do harvest the advancement in some aspects, however, there is still a huge space for me to grow up when I compared with my teamates. I am irritable gradually, especially I cannot grasp the excellent chance to improve myself with the approach of graduation. I constantly tell myself that I should get down to do something what I need to do now and not worry about future ahead. It doesn't work all the time because of the irritable disposition. I just can't calm myself down.
I regard the anxious psychological state as the necessary process in our university life. I should get out of that condition as soon as possible.