It's been an exhausting day today.

       The part-time job I found several days ago made me excited in my boring days. Yeah, to be a student tutor, again. Actually I should start it yesterday, but the rain got in the way of my plan. And today is the day I have to go to work. It was rainning when I need to go out. For god's sake, it's my first time to go back to my work. Excellent performance should be guaranteed. So whether it's rainning or not, I should go to work.

        6:00p.m., I left from school. It's rainning cats and dogs. It's dark. Countless cars passed by, I was the only who walk on the road in such a rainy evening. Loneliness just gushed out, along with my fear. I could not stop looking back from time to time in order to find if I was followed by anyone. For 30 minutes, I was drowned in that kind of mixed feeling, walking as fast as I can with my unbrella in my cold hands. When I was almost there, Chen's mother called me and told me that blackout just stopped by, which meant I didn't have to work today and I needed to turn around and walk back to school, in this rainy day, without doing anything. It sucked.

        After walking for an hour, I was exhausted when I was in my dorm. All things are difficult before they are easy. And I know that very well. May be everyone has to go through a difficult beginning before things go well, so do I. But I know that only if I don't give up and hang in there, I can see "victory" waving hers hands.