I have a good relationship with him, the childhood's memory is always keeping in my mind, when we grew up,  for making a living, we met less and less, maybe for several years we hadn't have a time to be together, keeping in touch just by phone, but I never forget him, he is in my heart forever. 

what I never thought of is he left us so suddenly, now what left is the sorrow .

I experience the pain of lossing relative, during these days, when somebody refers him, the tears would come down, i cannot reject to miss him.