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This morning about 3:00,I finally decided to send the massege to tell you I can't persist in any long.I have to give up .Then I didn't sleep until daylight,all my brain were you.In fact,these words had been ready by before night.But I still without enough brave to send it,because I know what it means.We will from the closest person turn to the most farmilar strangers.Before,we said we are the last one of each other,but this morning I destroy it.
Maybe it is cruel to you,but it much more cruel to myself.I don't know how to do,I love you, I am earger for staying with you at any moment.
Last week this time we are keep so close,but today,a week after last week,we start to become the most farmiliar stranger to each other.If this weekend we went to the shantou successedly,then all of that wouldn't happen,bothe of us couldn't drop to this pain hole.And we could discuss the matter I move to your city,but all of that didn't happen.The reality is all of our dreams were broke,we can't back to before.Maybe we never see each other again.
Now I fell so paiful,my heart can't be stopped to match you,my brain full of your face,your words.I find it so hard to let go of you.I begain to hate myself, why I can't control my mood when you told me this week we can't go to shantou,I expressed my unhappy to you,made you so sad and don't know how to face me.Then cause a lot of misunderstandings.
I don't know how to do, the lovers pajamas were washed and put in the cabinet, I don't know how to deal with it,send to you?or keep in the cabinet,or I take it to you. If this night I receive you any massege or call,I will run to you don't care anything.But I know it is could't happen,you will never contact with me any more.
Anyhow,I hope you be good.
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Post comment Comment (3 replies)
- Reply Tange
- it may hurt the one who you prepared to send ... i think he would become hopeless and painful
- Reply Yuefan
- I guess it's not a real broke-up. Every couple may encounter arguments. Ask yourself if you still love him.Dont let the impulsive fator decide your relationship. You know, falling in love with someone is not a easy thing.Hope everthing goes well!~
- Reply sunnyv
- Sorry to hear that. It must be painful for you. My sympathies to you.
You must have heard the saying ''Short pain is much less hurtful than long time never ending pain''. Now that you have torn this terrible pain from your heart, I think you would gradually feel better and free yourself from the tormentingly hopeless relationship. Now that you have skipped out of the fire ring, don't look back. Go on to a new life as if you never met him before. Should you go back to the old relationship, you would again be giving yourself endless pain.
You have already done whatever you can to salvage and nurse the relationship but he has not appreciated your devotion. There is no point in going on with the relationship.
Try to change your life, get something to do which can use up your time and make you forget the past. Hope you can be strong and confident to go on to a meaningful life.
