I stay in Xiamen,EX stay in Shenzhen,he stay in Zhuhai,after I broke up with EX,I went to Shenzhen want to see him for the last once,but that day he didn't come,then I sent wetchat message to the new boy,he bought a boat ticket came to Shenzhen at once.he companyed with me walked along the seaside,the opposite bank of HonKong.I expressed my sadness and disppointment of my EX to him,He comfort me,told jokes to make me smaile whole afternoon.

    That day he booked the reture speed train ticket for me,took me for dinner,booked hotel for me,took care of me,comfort me.When he sent me away,he said "you should be well,do a happy person".I asked "will I",he replied"of course,I can do it".When I retured to Xiamen,he advised me go out for a trip,then I went to ZHENJIANG and JIANGSU province for trip during International Labour Day.And he always courage me,comfort me,when I lost my sleep,he chatted with me until I got sleep,then say goodnight to me,every morning when I wake up,I can got his message say good morning to me,he said he will always company with me until I forget EX.

    In fact,this new boy he is my primary school classmate,once time,we are also deskmate.I remember that time he is a shy boy,one year younger than me,looked very small,but have a nice appearance,what more,he did very well in all courses,all in all, he is a excellent student,at least,better than me.Now he work in Macao,have a better salary,intend to buy a hourse in Zhuhai.He said he pain for my pain,he hope he could have the chance to give me happiness.

    To be honest,he owns the more attractive conditions then ex-boyfriend,and we can happy to talk,he can always make me smile.But it always seems something lacking between us.Present I only can treat him as my good friend,but not lover.And, at the past one month I still can't forget EX,miss him seems has become a habit.In fact,ex-boyfriends treated me very well too,but he easily affected by his family,I know he is painful,he was in the dilemma,so that many times he have no choice except say sorry to me.

    Now,there has a good job opportunity in new boy's city,one of my ex-colleague told me her compay need 3 member in a position which I always seek for,and her company belongs to the top five hundred enterprise.It is really a very important chance for me,but I also know once I go to Zhuhai, it would means I decide my whole life.However,I still have not dropped the past.I know I should not always stand on the past,I should keep going ahead.So this day I make a decison,I decide to give I and the EX once chance again,I deliveried the washed pajamas to him,which he had not worn once time.I also enveloped a letter in the package,then left a note to him,hope he could come to Xiamen again.I couldn't sure he would come,it is only a chance for us,if he come,I will try my best to seize it,if he don't,then I will go to Zhuhai for this interview,stay with new boy,buy a house,settle there. Zhuhai is a habitable city as Xiamen,too.Anyway,my heart hope to see EX again.