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We earn money to support our life, to pay living stuffs, to pay house rent, to save money etc.
Money is good thing, even we admit that money is not everything, but most of things can not be done without money.
Well, I am not gonna to talk about the importance of the money. I want to talk about why our life become heavy by pushing by the social position, most of us need a job to earn the necessory money to pay the foods stuff, house rent, house loan, phone bill, transfortation fees etc. In my case, I did want to change my job at the very beginning of the year. But I still need this job to pay the living charge , so that is why I still do not resign from my right now company. It is too shame and a little bit sadness to say in here. Anyway, I get what I want except that I am doing the hopeless job. I do not want to say that I am wasting the time...Even it is..
On the other hand, time is just passing cazy fast, it scares me a lot. Now it is almost to the end of the year.
I do want to improve myself in different aspects, such as job skills , language skills, social skills etc. But I am distracted with other stuffs, I feel sorry for myself. I can not see any achievement or any improvement for this year.
Honestly speaking, I am guilty for myself. The social competition is fierce, I am still like the frog in the gradually heating water pool. Just be good for the moment ease.
I don't even how to continue this blog ...The fact is that I don't even how to continue my life...
“To be or not to be”, Shakespear's words have been reoccuring in my mind for many times.
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- Reply sunnyv
- You have to draw a red line between survival and achievement.
You are unnecessarily blaming yourself for things beyond your control. Survival is important because without the ability to survive, how can you achieve anything? Your present job is survival and your future job could be achievement or success. Don't forget that your present job has value too and a lot of people out there want your job, so think carefully before giving it to others.
Nobody can tell you what your future job looks like. It could be better than your present one or even worse. You would have to decide and then take the risks. In any change there are risks. Without change, you are stuck without any hope of achieving your dreams. You are standing at a cliff wanting to jump to the opposite cliff. You have to bear the result of your own decision and all the consequence.
So, what to do? Change jobs or not? OK. Your present job only buy your time and don't give you any future. You are not going to hold on to this hopeless job and let your youthful years pass. You want to be better than the present, so the answer is obviously.. find a new job.
The problem is finding a good job is not easy. Everyone is looking for those good jobs and those who are already working in those good jobs, won't leave.
Considering that a better job can solve your problem and give you a better future, you have to try harder, spread the net and try to get a job that is suitable for you and when you find it, then it is time to leave your present job behind and go on to a new life. Make sure your future job is better than your present one before you move on.
Don't feel sorry for yourself, life is full of hardships and challenges. Those who have confidence, rational mind, good planning and courage would be rewarded.
