I was puzzled these days, I don't know what I wanna to do,something was different to my previous life. My friend always told me that you don't care about other's opinion for you, but I can't do that. Living in this domitory, I was feel depress for this atmosphere that no light at the evening and no laugh, I don't no why are they always close the door, why are they turn off the light at night, they do not feel depress? What more, when you living with a men who always look down upon for you which will let you unhappy. I try to ask other classmate can I move domitory with them? They said they don't adapt to living with a man suddenly. So, I don't know what should I do now. And, in theae few months, I was confused what I wanna to go and what my direction in the future,it's so bad.