Though, i feel today is quickly , my heart is empty,i do not kown why .as a newcomer in job  that graduat just from college, so  confused .aslo do not how to make great effort ; now , except work i all the time stay at home where i alone surf  the internet  ,have a meal ,read a books ,sudden ,i feel myself is so matrue ,i like peaceful more and more and feel i is not ever myself ..............i want to make a lots friends ,but social circle is too small, distressed .......