I easily became red in my face. Since then I was a student, there were some chances to read the text loudly on the class, the teacher may give anyone the chance to practice, that I was so fear to call my name to read each time, once I did so horrible, my voice was too low, my classmates hardly to hear my voice, the sentences I read was not smoothly and not fluency, the teacher was so encourage me and let me do it again from the beginning, I wanted to be good one, I knew the teacher did not give up for my efforts, but for me that was so horrible experience in front of the class.

I have long been afraid of the teachers, this irrational fear stay with me into my late adulthood. I have worked and working with some foreigners, blush with shame was not released when I did my presentation in the company, as the people who are working above you obviously have certain impact on you, especially those who can determine your fate in the company; fear is kind of natural and logic. I know I have to become stronger, as long as you prove your worth by getting your job done; you have no reason to fear anybody in your company. The fear will be inexistence, after my boss was proud of my working competence and my colleagues were good friends of mine, how can I be red in my face now, Gradually this kind of fears have been disappeared after I was a supervisor and becoming one of manager, the meeting I may have for my staffs, more practice and more speaking face to face, then I can get myself naturely.