Today we visit one of my friend who had just her second baby. It is still a girl.But whatever a girl or a boy, i felt happy for her. Since one family with two children is more happier.I also desired to have a second one.But my husband is not the one who can support a family with two children, Since his work is not so stable and he do not want to find a more stable job. Also he always think that his fortune did not come, when it is his fortune,he can be successful and wealthful. I had talk to him again and again but he never listen to me once. So now i am great desperation about him.So it is a white dream for me to have a second child. just a dream unless that i will have a divoice one day.
I am the one who can just live depending on myself. So now i must learn to be strong in my health and heart then one day i am live better to depend on myself.