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Today I was unhappy. Since i have a lot of pressure. My husband bought a car but he lost his job and just stay at home.
But when he bought a car, He did not have any money. He just borrowed from my credit card.It means that i must we must pay
more that 20.000 next month. But i did not know how to pay. He said that he will have money next month. but he did not find job till now.
Since we did not bought our house till now. It 's my dream to have my own house. At least it is my short aim.
Maybe i am really really wrong. I should not believe him.Most of the time i want to give up the present marriage.Since we did not have the same dream
or the aim. He just want to enjoy himself without any aim.
Our daughter is 6 years old but he never thought that we should buy a house.He never want to teach her something new. When he have time, he just want to watch TV or just play games on the cellphone.
I do not know how shall i do now. What can i do to change the presend situation. Where is my future and my house.
Sometimes i want to have a divoice, But i do not know how to explain to my daughter since she think that we both love her. She even did not want us to argue,
So how can i do. At least i do not want to believe him anymore. I must learn to be more independent. I must live on myself. It is all what i can do now.
Now i am always want to find a way to have a part time job. I want to earn more money then i can i have my own house later.
Hope i can realize my dream. Since i just want to be myslef now.
Post comment Comment (4 replies)
- Reply Huaxia
- "love me and trust me, or not, leave me!" i guess you had a decison already before you wrote this article.
- Reply kuin
- Reading articles of you,from them I think you're lack of insecurity in heart but the marriage cann't bring it for you. Even make you feel much more burden.the house,the loan,the laziness of your husband and the pressure from work.Making your articles full of negative moods.that's bad,do you think it over why you don't feel happy from home and always envious those have houses and richer than you.You lost yourself in this unsatisfied marriage.
- Reply kuin
- If you want make your dreams come true earlier,then just be stronger and say no to some unreasonable things,such as buying a car or repay the loan.Keep yourself economic independence and don't be yield to your husband.In a word,if he cann't make you happy,choose to divorce can be considered.without these upset things, maybe you can live better.
- Reply shirleyytt2010
- The urgent action for your husband is to find a job ASAP, he is the main support for the whole family, not rely on you only. He need to earn more to make your family to a better living condition. Marriage means responsibilities.
