Today, I went to attend the' Top Ten Compus Singers Competition', nevertheless, I don't think I have done a good job. These days I have been too exhausted about my study and always burn the midnight oil and spare a little time to prepare, but these 're not why I failed it. Being too nervous is the singly cause to explain my failure, especially when on the stage, standing and singing. The feeling that everyone is staring at me really freaks me out, no matter how much I love singing, I just can't be composed. Everytime I start singing, I am always wondering how my voice, my act and my look are like. Perhaps I am the kind of singing in the bathroom but even if it troubles me many years, I still want to overcome timidity and distrust inside myself. May you have a good day.

freak out

From Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English

freak out phrasal verb informal

to become very anxious, upset, or afraid, or make someone very anxious, upset, or afraid

 People just freaked out when they heard the news.

freak somebody out

 The whole idea freaked me out.

interpret

From Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English

Related topics: Performing

1 [intransitive, transitive] to translate spoken words from one language into another

 They spoke good Spanish, and promised to interpret for me.

2 [transitive] to believe that something someone does or something that happens has a particular meaning

interpret something as something

 His refusal to work late was interpreted as a lack of commitment to the company.

3 [transitive] to explain the meaning of something

 Freud's attempts to interpret the meaning of dreams

4 [transitive] to perform a part in a play, a piece of music etc in a way that shows your feelings about it or what you think it means