Reflection promotes advance, as seeing people speak english fluently i ask

myself why i can not use english freely like them. Objectively speaking, there are several reasons answer for it,

some from the outer enviroment and the main reasons should be owed to myself. The poor outer enviromental

factors including poor teaching conditions and relative later begining. Almost no teacher pays attention to the

pronounciation, and i still remember my high school english teacher's awful pronounciation. Reminding the above

mentioned things i just want to say the education resource is really rare and unbalanced, especially in the remote countryside

of china in 2000s, but i still thank my english teachers, without whom i can not arrive here. And i deeply aware that

insist on or not leads to the great gap between me and the excellent persons. So, to own the magic power to use english

the only way is to insist. Come on, nonthing is impossible, hope that in the nearly future i also can speak and write english

fluently.