I think I was suppose to be happy, it is true, but something absence keep bordering me at this moment. That why I start writing again.

I have been back to my home town and keep working for hospital with very busy days for two month before I got this email of confirm message of graduation. It is amazing that I never loose confidence in my graduation with a good result even I submit the final dissertation at the last minute, and have done the same to most of the modules. To be honest, after checking the online graduation information carefully, I miss one of the three requirements of "graduate with distinction" that is each module should be graded more than 65%( I have one 60). But the Internet also told me sometime when the top class student is not enough, this degree could extend to others, maybe this is me.

After persuading myself of the degree inquiry, I searched how it can be used. An hour passed and I found the distinction means nothing, especially when you are international and have already back to home.

Then, I cannot feel relaxed. The hard working paid off by one single piece of paper, and the worse thing is the paper is still online and I do not have access to attend the graduation ceremony on December in the opposite part of the earth.