now , one month is passed ,  I see his code , but I can't understand his perfect logic , what reason that I can find out ?  I can't put it just to that if 

you have a smart brain , maybe the true reason is that I am lazy for it .

why I always don't want to run my brain ?  maybe  emotion control myself , and I always want to let myself to a perfect position and time .

of course , I shouldn't  let myself to be a low mind , person want to show them are smart , beautiful than others , but this emotion let them forget who is the right way to go on their life . 

a very difficult problem is in front of you , what you think ?  fear ?  angry?  avoid ?  why don't you put it to a state to make you more better?

life's press always comes to us , trouble will find you no matter where you go , but?　the press is what you thinking as the same ?  you really can't learn something from it ?  a guy told me 4 years ago , don't believe your first image and mind which is from your brain , I just know it , but I never put it to my own life ?  why?  because the life press?  maybe  I find a way out again ,  this is death-life-cycle , how can I break it ?

there is no other way , just do it