Just now , I go to the test of Japanese . I have no confident to do this exam , so , I find a way to cheating , I go for a help from my friend who lives in Japan . But , he said , he is very busy now , and have no idea when will free for him . I guess that was a reason for him didn't want to help me . maybe it is embarrassed for me to get this fact , but it doesn't matter , time will let everything go and die.
there is no other way for me to get help from others . I have to do it by myself , there some fact put to me . I didn't learn those knowledge , I just learn util the Level 6 , but this test is about Level 9 . on the other hand , I study very very bad , I almost didn't do the homework , and never study them by heart . even if I didn't remember the word .
In this situation , I believe most of us think that I will lose the exam . because I didn't work hard , and my skill is also weak. But I pass through it .
it doesn't mean that how talented I am . but it means a quality about your life , maybe it's a key to live with emotion