I hate myself. When I was 10 years old, my classmate rented a VCD from somewhere and told me. we went to his home to see the VCD after school.The curious has changed my all life from that time. The screens of film shocked my heart. I had never seem that before. I felt that is very exciting for me. then, My classmate taught me how to masturbation.
But my live have totally changed after I watched the porn film . I need to to wank 3-4 times a week. I found that I was losing my memory and patience.
I started to quarrel with my parents and my friends and other person. My score of examination gradually down. I have regretted when I recall all of those things in my brain.
I am 32 years old . I still have this behave , I determine to quit the pron addiction,. Bye the way , I haven't had smoking for 15 days . I feel condition of my lung which is better and better than before.
Please give me your encourage! thanks a lot