What is true love in writing, or for most of the people in the things they love? It is that one enjoys the process of doing rather than the result of how good they have done.

It is really annoying that you are situated far behind those whom you hardly match in the same field, not to mention the unimaginable time that you have to count to catch them up. This is a bad state of mind to love the thing you do, because you are dissatisfied with what you love once you are not outstanding or ranking first. The fear for doing badly will destroy all your confidence and passion. In such an effect, one will not love the thing that fail to satisfy his vanity.

This is my personal experience, and I feel really courageous to share it because I know that not everybody is like me in excessive vanity, which is really a disgraceful thing. If I love writing, just write. But if I have to face the not a bit of progress, I choose to thank the effort that helps me to kill time.