problems will gradually become understood
21 views. 2023-9-17 11:43
I don't quite believe it myself, and I have never told anyone about this matter. But it is actually a memory of mine, decades have passed, and it still exists in my mind. It's just getting lighter and blurred.
I was born in a rural area near the remote mountains of Xishu, lacking knowledge and insight. When I was young, there was no place to ask questions that I couldn't understand, just words that I couldn't recognize, and questions that I couldn't calculate. Over time, I get used to it. If I can't figure it out, let it stay in my heart. As I read more books and broaden my horizons in the future, I should gradually understand.
However, it is not natural either. It can only be said that the vast majority of problems will gradually become understood with increasing age and knowledge. I have now entered the age of antiquity. Not to mention Tang poetry, Song lyrics, and Yuan songs, I have even read the eight major collections of Tang and Song literature, such as the Book of Songs and Li Sao. However, the confusion that has troubled me has not been completely resolved.
In the summer vacation of the 62nd century, my father passed away. At that time, I had just finished my first year of junior high school and was forced to suspend my studies for a year. I had close contact with the earth every day. On the eve of the Spring Festival in the year 63, adults said that my father had recently passed away and should go to the temple to offer incense and seek the blessings of Bodhisattva.