have disappeared for so long a time,I m returning...

recently I m becoming more sensitive,because there are really something happenning.I have been thinking for a long time,thinking of my ownself,my character,my view and my way of doing things.

I m always thinking:What kind of things or what kind of surroudings exactly make me this charater?

In a sense,i am a loser in the life.In the whole four years of my college days,I almost did not keep touch with any high school classmates,including my previous close friends.I don't know why.Low-key is always my style.In my heart ,almost everything is just OK,because there are most important things that other people pay great attention to but I don't care at all.Always,for a long time I think it to be my own life,and don't care other people's feeling.But now,I find this is the supreme weakness in my character,low key is the supreme flaunt!I m always flaunting my low key.I was wrong!