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i am so out of luck
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the experience is so terrible.i was downloading a movie in the morning,and the first film was completed within minutes,i am quite satisfied with the downloading speed at first.and one is over,the next one is ready to go.
in the begining,the speed is ok,however,it slowed down in the midst.and in order to prove that was due to the film resoures,i made a comparation by start downloading another movie at the same time,i said it. when the sample i used has been fully downloaded,the initial one is still going on not smoothly.
i don't know what to say.at last i spent 5 hours to finish it.it is indeed like that i was biting a bullet all the morning.
i thought of quiting downloading that one ,but sth deep in my mind kept stoping me to do that.and it successfully pursuaded me to continue teh stupid process.
i hate myself so much for this time to become a entire idiot. it took me so much time. if it was a babarian,i promise that i will fight him and then put him to death.
i suppose that i was ill mentally, how could i did such a foolish thing,it is not worth at all.
i am sick in mind,phycologically.who can save me,if god turn a blind eye to my suffering.
Post comment Comment (7 replies)
- Reply englishbest09
- can't you just sleep or do something else and let it download itself?
- Reply touringchina
- redapple2: come on,everybody has bad luck for some time. More haste, less speed.the remarks are consoling,it worked on my situation.thx
- Reply touringchina
- riceear: I know I know...i download something in my school also make me want to kill myself.
i will prefer to kill the computer rather than shooting myself.
- Reply touringchina
- englishbest09: can't you just sleep or do something else and let it download itself?
i have been sleeping for a whole night,besides i didn't come up with your idea.so foolish.
