Long time since i've wrote something here. Actually, these days, i'm too busy with my homework, and i've no time to write. It's will form a bad habit, that is, no thinking in daily life, just work,work,work. Every day till deep night, every day it's coding and debugging... I do over work and i feel powerless, even went back to dormitory from library. Finally, i decide to play basketball with my two friends. Then, sweat and sweat, like something not good and all pent-up emotions released. And now, i'm much better now. Sports is so important for our life, both physically and mentally.

      Yesterday, i dreamed about someone, the Ice-ball. In the dream, I felt ashamed and hurt, which make me upset down the whole day, even though, i know it's just a dream, not real. But i understand in my deep soul, and my own opinion, i may think so, that is i started the relationship and you ended, i'm not a person who is open and initiative, so i feel ashamed always. I don't like this feeling. Maybe i sometimes  i still ask myself why we torn apart... Only i become very busy, can i let this down. This time, I know that, i still couldn't get out of the state, i'm still missing you... 

      Anyway, fortunately, i have an exam next week, so i'll be busy again, so i won't think of you too much, hope so.