I've been here in Shenzhen for about a month now, like a workwoman. Except weekends, we need go to work, early in the morning and late in the afternoon back. I want be alone, so i don't contact with my friends. In fact, i've always been inactive to care about them. I give myself the excuse, that is, they may be very busy and i should not bother them. Until these days, i'm wondering why one of my friends and i, have an apparent distance between us. We could talk with each other anything before we graduated from the university. But now, we both become courteous, it's so strange. Day by day, when i'm think more about the days before, i find more problems of myself. I'm so careless and, to be admit that, selfish. Although it's a good chance for me to be independent from now on, i'm troubled with these feelings. Oh, maybe i think too much again. Time and distance will never discolor our friendship. I hope you all are very well. I miss you all. Let the following days be my self-communion time.