My best friends came to visit me yesterday, and invited me to visit another friend of us who gave birth to a new baby together this weekend. And her was suggest to offer a  red pocket with one to two hundred RMB inside when we talking about what kind of gift that we bring to the new mother will be good, while I am thinking of a new children's wear to the new baby with some fruits is ok. Then my friend gave me another suggestion to visit that friend of us separately as she insisted offer that new baby with a red pocket while I don't want to do the same as her. As the friendship to between them is more better than the friendship of the new mother with me,  and my best friends is going to be a new mother soon. So I give up to visit the new mother together with my best friend at the end.

 

After such decision had made, I am feeling a little upset for my life at present. Though three of us all are married, only me married with a man who get a low paid everymoth, and only me unable to buy a house while the other two all had owned their own house. Now they are living in a more cozy way than me in a more better environment too. 

 

All of my husband and me have no way to earn a lot of money, so we have to try our best to save more money for myself, otherwise, we cann't living in a better way in the future. But it is a little pity to me as I am become a slave of money,  and I cann't join in the happy life of no need to worried about money as the other friends of mine.