I'm really sorry that i didn't renew my blog for a quite long time

Cause i was exhausted last week

Many tasks was left on me right after the national holiday

So I encountered the difficulties to balance my life and work well

I had no choice but to sacrifice my sleep and dining hours

This unhealthy life state made me out of control

But what upset me most is someone’s  judgments:

I don't want to be anyone else

so please do not compare me to anybody alse

What inspired me is my real desire to become more powerful but not because of other’s outstanding  ......