Recently i'm always not on status. I either don't know why i'm unhappy these days. But just don't want to work here. Additionally, my english examination's coming so nearly. I cannot control my time to learn heartly. I'm so worried about these lessons. Till now, I truly found if one thing you make a decision to do, then you should put into your deep heart. Never to think about others . But I have no time, really no time to keep my studying. However, it seems i'm not very busy during my work time in the daytime. Although, no owners can bear his employee to do things not related to work. I don't know how to relax myself..... I can't express my feeling at the moment. just , just be tired for a long time till now....