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though i couldn't
forget his comfort, softness, fascination , wisdom ,humour, and even
indignation. however,i'm now racking my brain for an idea to
forget him. to be frank, navo has no duty to care me, to comfort me, or even to
blame me. as a stranger , he has done much more than what he ought to do. as an
e-pal, he has done so well that i can't refuse his caress. as a girl who is
nearly 20 years younger than him , i dropped in him.firstly i feel a sense of
being protected , being cared, and being loved. i couldn't live in my fancy
dream , i must forget him. this man cannot be mine forever. he couldn't care me
for a long time. when the unrealistic dream break, i perhaps cannot survive
from this collision. navo, you're the man i admire , you are the best man i've
ever seen. you have both a man's braveness, cleverness, and a girl's softness.
what a great man! if there isn't the accident,i must keep in
touch with you depressedly and bitterly. how poor i am! everyone has different
lifestyles . my futher, my life are before my eyes, i must meet the challenge
and control my life. this is my life, which can only be controlled by myself. i must
handle it first. until now, i still believe u r a miracle in my life. you
crashed into my life without any forecast and disappeared after a three-day's
communications abruptly(突兀的). a three day's experience , which i think i will always keep in my
heart , is too short but enough. this feeling will not fade during the years of
future life. I'll always miss you,navo, but only leave a place in one tiny part
of my heart. perhaps we can be friends in the futher when I'm growing into a
really woman, when I don't need your comfort. the time will be 8 months later
or never. such a feeling can only be kept in my heart ,but never be allowed to
tell you. love is such an mysterious thing, which can grow in anytime at any
place. no matter whoever it is, once you break into its heart, everything is
there ,and no words is necessary.you are just standing not too far away me, i
will keep the promise forever. i'll remeber what you tell me--be a person who
has ability ans of whom others are proud . a few messages seem to exceed(胜于) thousands of words.
three days intercourse seem to be longer than a century.you let me down and let
me happy. you lead me to cross thousands of miles. even if i don't know what
you're called, what you looks like, how old exactly you are. Just let it lying
in the winds.
hope to see you next year!
waiting for the compassion of you again!
fighting and facing the reality.
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Post comment Comment (6 replies)
- Reply eternal
- wying1129: He just like your father?no,no…
my dad is cold though he loves me very much. he seldom speaks to me ,and sometimes i feel like a kid grown up in a single-parent family .
- Reply Samaritan
- Were u in love with him?
Have u met with him?("even if i don't know what you're called, what you looks like, how old exactly you are.")
- Reply Robin-Wang
- In our life, maybe everyone can meet a person who impress us deeply. You are a lucky girl.
- Reply eternal
- Samaritan: Were u in love with him?no,no…
Have u met with him?("even if i don't know what you're called, what you looks like, how old exactly you are.")
maybe just a sense of being understood and then relying on him involuntarily.
we were merely e-pals.
anyway,it was a past tense.
