I don't know if I really adapt to the life in Shanghai. I am a cantonese. Last year, I enter my university —SHOU. when I was a freshman in my university, I was curious about everything. I go to inner-city to do some shopping with my new friends, took part in a  art society to learn latin dance, did part-time job and so on. what makes me proudest is I became a member of the Commission of League at my school. At the outset, I was happy because I got many friends and I think I was sucessful. Whereas, I gradually found I was so tired that I became disinterested in all the things that I ever seeked, so I gave a written resignation to the Commission of League, didn't go to learn latin dance anymore and resigned the part-time job.

      Furthermore,I don't like the weather in winter here. It is so cold that I don't want to do anything even study, get up and go out. The wind blows fiercely outside. From the window, I can hear the terrible noise which sounds like the ghost's roar. when go out, I must put on a thick, heavy overcoat, which make me look like a robot.

      This year, I can only do the things such as go to the library to read books, do my homeworks and watch films, surf on the Internet......

      I haven't got a boyfriend yet. It doesn't because nobody runs after me. Just because my requirements are too harsh.

Last year, I rejected 4 suitors and this year 5 boys are pursuing me, but I disagree to date them. In fact, I feel guilty. Should I temper my demands?

      So dull my life is. What can I do?