Gloomy,depressed,unhappy,boring revolved around in my mind these days. Although I clearly know what I want and what I need, my mind might go back on me at some unpredictable moment. Stay-at-home, watching TV, going to the internet, quiet and reserved. All negative words could describe my state of life........

I know my situation in life is extremely bad. I like as a loafer. I hate it but I don't get over it.

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The quotation named as " The joy of living"

Joy in living comes from having fine emotions, trusting them, giving them the freedom of a bird in the open. Joy in living can never be assumed as a pose, or put on from the outside as a mask. People who have this joy don not need to talk about it; they radiate it. They just live out their joy and let it splash its sunlight and glow into other lives as naturally as bird sings.

We can never get it by working for it directly. It comes, like happiness, to those who are aiming at something higher. It is a byproduct of great, simple living. The joy of living comes from what we put into living, not from what we seek to get from it.