i has been very busy since the class of mathmatic was over, and i did not have enough time to study english and update my blog during the past several days. some people may ask why. it is easy to understand if i say that i did not pay enough attention to the teacher's explanation in class and did not know what this course was about. so i had to spend much more time in studying mathmatic. in order to get the scholarship next year, i must get a high score in this course. frankly speaking, i am totally sick of this kind of study, just for money, not for my interest, but i have no choice. because i am from a poor family and my family can not afford such a great number of money. i konw exactly how difficult it is for my father to earn money and i just can't give him more pressure.
i really hope that i can do something interests me without considering the score, the money or any other things, just because i love it from deep in my heart, like i improving my english by writing blogs on Dioenglish. i konw right now it is impossible for me to realize my hope, but i am sure it will come true one day.