I lost something days ago but I find them back today.
Yesterday I was upset and complaining all the time about my busy yet aimless life. I suddenly become ocuppied so much this semester that I spend little time on my study, so-called duty. I have endless meetings to take part in, endless agendas to make and endless relationships to handle. I become even more badtempered, out to get everybody around me. I stay up late at night , going to bed after 1:00 every day and rising at 6:00. I give up all my dinners and even some of my lunches to squeeze more time for "work". Have I done the right thing? Frustratedly I thought that I might have made a huge mistake to overestimate myself as some superwoman. Until today...
After listening to the presentations of my teammates, I found that I didn't do any thing in vain. I was happy and being educated all the time together with them. They were so thoughtful and creative that I was amazed by some of their ideas--inspiring!
I love to work with you all!
On the other hand, I notice that we all have problems of "being too busy". How to balance study and work is our priority now. I believe it's good chance to improve ourselves and to become more mature.
I might have some goals now. First of all, I have to seek a way to balance the work and the study. Second, I should expose myself more to challenges and not be ashamed of making mistakes. Third, I will adjust myself to manage a more efficient way of life, avoiding bad habits of sleeping little and missing meals. Last but not least, I shall learn to keep smiling no matter how terrible the condition is. I shall fill my memories with happiness instead of gloominess.
Go for the GOALS!